I wan to play!

Thoughts....

2011-10-20T22:43:00.003+08:00

Will I ever to achieve what I want? Things haven't been going the way that I wanted or I hope to be. What I hope to get, seem pretty hard attainable......

Never have I thought that job-hunting is so difficult. Getting a job that you truly like seem like a dream. And apparently, reality and dreams are totally different things :( It is not as easy as you thought will be to land you in your dream job. Either you lack the experience or you are not as outstanding as others.

I'm starting to question my choice in studying in business in the first place. Is it what I really want? If I have chosen accounting right from the start, I won't even face the problem of not being able to find a job. Afterall, it is a specialised degree and the path is pretty much determined.

My life seem pretty boring and aimless after I came back from US. How I wish I'm able to stay in US and not come back. I seem to lose my sense of direction in life :( Tired of waiting, tired of looking through the list of same jobs everyday and never able to find something that I want. Tired of trying so hard and never be able to achieve what I want in life.

jobs :(

2011-10-20T09:02:00.000+08:00

jobs jobs....
I want to start working! doing something that I truly enjoy n is passionate about. Why is it so difficult to find one? :( :( :(

2010-11-22T14:31:00.001+08:00

I have shifted to

http://voyage-with-love.blogspot.com/

2010-11-22T14:31:00.000+08:00

I have shifted to http://voyage-with-love.blogspot.com/

certain ????

2010-05-03T21:04:00.002+08:00

feels uncertain.

uncertain about what is going to happen this week.

uncertain about the future.

uncertain about internship chances.

uncertain about results

uncertain about whether her efforts will be pay off

uncertain about will she get what she want

It is holiday! I have been waiting for this holiday since I started school. Hoping my endless projects will end. Hoping to get freedom.

I'm supposed to feel happy and relieved.

Yet,.....it is not what I think so.

Is life really that unpredictable?

i'm BACK

2009-11-04T00:51:00.003+08:00

It has been so long since i last blog. I nearly forget abt the existence of my blog. haha

Wonder is there still anyone that read my blog.

Life in sem 2 is totally hectic. I seemed to been caught up with proj almost everyday since the sem starts. I have been meeting my grp mates every sat, making my life so lifeless :( Tired of doing proj. My life has been lacking colours all this while. Even up to now, when everything has almost come to the end and proj have ended, I feel that it is still quite dull. All I can do now, is just finish my ais assignment and study for exams. I simply miss the days when I can slack or go out everyday. Haven't been catching up with my friends for a long time. How I wish that I could fast-forward to holiday to enjoy every moment of life without having to do tutorials, proj, assignment! I want go for a holiday soon to gather back my thoughts! To rethink about what I want in my life. Someone to stand by me? Get good results for exams? Achieve what I hope to accomplish? Fun? Friends? Motivation to go sch?

yao yu jian yi ge ni zhen de heng xi huan er ta ye zhen de xi huan ni de ren hen nan

Daphne

2009-06-18T11:54:00.003+08:00

I shall update my blog abit after such a long long time. Life has been quite boring for me since I started holidays cuz I didn't really manage to find a job. SIanz. The market is really not very good. I kind of regret for not joining more sch activities since I gt ample of time. lols. Everyday, when I wake up, I read the classified newspaper to see whether is there any jobs. After that, I will go online to look for jobs. At the same time, I will also facebook-ing. Then, I will watch tv and nua until the time when my parents come back from work or go out for awhile. This cycle will just repeat everyday. HAHA. I'm just slacking around at home.
But recently, my cycle changed slightly cuz I went to work at IT fair and went for the rollerskating orientation. At first for the IT fair, it is pretty tiring for standing the whole day and quite discouraging when I didn't manage to sell anything after talking to the person for quite a long time. Subsequently, I got used to it and I gt more product knowledge of what I'm selling, things have been much easier. I got to talk with my fellow promoters while there was no customers and time seemed to pass faster and was more fun afterall. I got to know more friends. It is indeed a nice experience. Can consider to work for next IT fair. HAHA
Then, straight after the IT fair, peiyu and I went for the rollerskates orientation. We took super duper long time to find ecp. ECP is really a ulu place. It is really tiring to look after the kids especially the younger kids and I perspire alot under the hot sun. They are hyper-active and is really hard to convince them to go skating once they fell down too many times. Undeniable, they are cute but they are super imaginative. In the late afternoon, peiyu and I, together with the other trainees will learn how to skate. It is really quite hard to skate but is fun la. And I realise skating is not just skating. There are alot of knowledges and skills to it. Up to now, I still dun noe how to brake and skate properly using the centre ageing and not inward ageing. lols

I need to find a job! Then I can earn lots of money to finance my spending. I just realise that I nv go shopping for very long. I wan to buy my agnes B coin purse and m)phosis's sandals. Eat swensen's baked rice and do lots lots of activities. HAHA
After so long, I still misses you. Misses all the memories that we had. I know that things have changed and it is never possible to get back to the same point where we started. But, still......
Love daphne :)

update

2009-03-19T09:37:00.005+08:00

I shall update abit after so long.

Last Sat, YECs and I helped out in YuNa's wedding dinner. It is quite fun decorating the cc hall through out the night though it is abit tiring. Then, on the actual day we went early to finish the work that is not done. Blowing up the helium balloons and spraying the snow on the glass doors. While spraying, I spotted my eye-candy for the day. hahas. not bad. Soon, the dinner started and the bride and groom came. Seeing them so sweet and blissful, made me feel that all the efforts we did was worthwhile. It made me feel like getting in love but where is my bai ma wang zi? hahas. Anyway, taking photos become our agenda of the day with our photographer, Gel. I cam-whore alot with jianying, peiyu n hwee boon after the whole event. While cam-whoring, we spotted a guy who looked like he wei jian though i still that he looked more like hong jun yang. He is the caterer for the buffet and was clearing the things for the buffet. We became so excited abt seeing someone that looked like he wei jian and we started cam-whoring with him and disturbing him. hahas. Too bad, that we never recruit him to YECs. Lols.

Yesterday, Ruoyi, Esther and I went to Cheryl's pgp to stayover. It was quite fun and a nice gathering for us. We ate our dinner cum supper at around 11pm. We ordered cheese fries, nuggets, fried rice and waffle and decided to da bao to eat at umbrella place that cheryl suggested. But the umbrella place don't have chairs and in the end we ended up eating at the benches. The waffle is super nice and the chocolate is dripping. Esther ate till her whole mouth gt the chocolate stain =x. The fried rice is very tasty and it taste somehow like the supper in sheares hall except that it don't have the egg that wrap with the rice. After eating, we gossip abt their dating stories. hahas. Can see their xing fu de yang zi when they talked abt their bf.

That's all for the updates! tired

2009-02-05T23:40:00.002+08:00

My life is so screwed up. I have not been up to the capability that I thot i will have. Everything I done is not up to my expectation. Things don't turn up as fun/well as I thot it will be. My commitment and responsibility seemed to be deterred by relationship and strained as it passed by. It makes me lose the momentum to do things. I seemed hard to excel in anything that I do. tired and just tired. I have not been feeling really happy and enjoying it ever since it started. It started all with impulse and a wrong decision made. After that, it just became a chain of consequences which I trying to accept it. I'm just losing and losing as it passes by. Sometimes, I ever wondered why do we have to do thing for the sake of impressing something or someone. it seemed....
Just feel that I wouldn't do well for anything I do.

OVER OVER

2008-12-06T01:11:00.002+08:00

FINALLY OVER

eXAm is finally over.
eVerythIng shall be oVEr. oVer. oVEr
i will tRy to stOp thInking abt tHE past n mOVe on.
hope i can.
certain things are just not meant to be mine.
nO matter how hard u try to get back.
everything in the past shall be over from now on.

disapointed

2008-11-28T13:40:00.002+08:00

I'm so disappointed in myself. Why can't I seem to do all the papers.
Having studied so much, it seem no use at all.
maybe i should juz forget abt studying
or i'm not juz cut to be in business
at fIrst, i thot stats paper should be quite easy n math has always been my strength
but after this paper, I was so disappointed.
actually the paper is not difficult. It is just that it is very conceptually which i cannot grasp.
anD I made so many mistakes.
my other paper also mei you hao dao na li qu.
all cannot finish n i lose so many marks for leaving it blank
haiZ....haIZ
lose my motivation to study
I can say bye bye to my GPA.
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RANDOMNESS

2008-10-31T20:39:00.004+08:00

I'm immensing myself with all the PROJECTS.
Where can i get done with it?
Every weekend I'm chiong-ing my projects n tutorials.
Some of my ntu friends already start studying and I'm still doing projects.
SIANZ
despite my hectic schdule, I'm still and always missing my ****. hahas.
Just a random thought. hahas

take car3
da........

random thoughts from a random person

2008-09-22T20:12:00.002+08:00

遇见一个人需要一秒,
认识一个人需要一分钟,
喜欢一个人需要一个小时,
爱上一个人需要一天,
可是如果没有缘分，
却需要用一辈子去忘记这个人.

I simply love these statements. How true it is.

the sad uni life

2008-09-05T23:48:00.003+08:00

Today, my friend is complaining to me tt she dun like uni life. In fact, she is not the only one. She is saying that in uni u have to be very independent. Everything, you have to do alone and ppl juz dun care abt ur presence. It is like so hard to find a very close friend. Even for going lecture, it is like so hard to find someone tt has the same lecture slot as you. Even when u manage to find one, the person will juz disappear after the lecture or tutorial ends. It is so hard to find a friend to have lunch or go other places with you in uni. That is the sad life of uni. I totally agree with it and in fact i dun really like uni life. Sometimes, when u walk around in sch, you will see ppl eating lunch alone. So poor thing la. I cannot imagine myself eating lunch alone. Sometimes, I wonder how can ppl survive without friends in uni. Are all uni like that? Do I really make a right choice?
I hate making decisions and pian pian i gt so many decisions to make in life. Now, the upcoming one is to decide whether i should go stay in hostel. At first, I really wanted to stay in hostel so as to experience the vibrant life. But, now i'm having a second thought after what i have experienced. argh, i juz hate making decision n uni.

sec sch outing or gathering

2008-08-31T01:16:00.004+08:00

I'm happy today at least for the moment. hahas
Finally, after a boring week in sch, can enjoy a bit during weekends. Though i gt a lot of tutorials undone. oops. I went to my sec sch gathering cum celebration of simon belated birthday. I met up with peiyu, jianying, freddy n simon for dinner first. Then we headed to party world at the civics centre after tt. We met up with iggy at woodlands mrt. Eileen n jiaying join us a bit later. So nan de eileen gt come. hahas. Anyway, we started singing as usual. But 1/2 way, it became a gossip session for the gals. Or should it be a chit- chat session for us. We started talking about uni, then to yec stuff. We were practically talking for an hr. I think every week we should have a gossip session. They were the only friends that I think can talk anything under the sun. hahas
After the gossip session, we proceeded to cam-whoring. We really took quite a lot of photos. So shuang. I very long nv cam-whore already. Somemore, I gt a bit of ling gan to do my MNO tutorial already. happy happy.
chatted with him. though it is just a normal conversation, i'm still quite happy. hahas
daphne

2008-08-30T00:13:00.002+08:00

Another week of lesson. tutorial started this week. sCh is so bOring as usual. At first, I thought tutorial will have a lot of interaction n you will get to noe ur tutorial mates. But, sadly this is not the case. Everyone just come in and get started for their lesson. After the lesson, the next min they are gone. You hardly get to know your tutorial mates. sianz. But heng, my MNO tutorial is not like that. There is more interaction and the class is quite fun. It is like even before lesson starts, we started talking and we are even nosier than the tutor. LOLS. I like this class the most. The people are much more friendly. hahas. Then after the lesson, everyone started exchanging number and we even need the tutor to chase us out the seminar room. Lucky, most of my classmates in MNO are also in the same tutorial group for business law and operation management. It is not tt bad after all. I had almost the same lesson plan as them 2dae.
This week, I made a few more friends apart from my tutorial group. But, it seems more of hi-bye friend. hahas. Gt more tutorials, readings n project work coming up. I really wonder can i cope a nt.

Lesson started....

2008-08-16T00:29:00.006+08:00

scHool started fOR me. jUst another bOring week. I wEnt to sChool on mON, tHur n fRi.

Lectures are so sianz and it is so hard to find someone that has the common lecture as me. ZZz.

So most of the lectures, I'm just stoning at the screen or looking around the lecture hall. Some of the modules are really quite hard to grasp n I'm beginning to feel the stress from uni. I need to do projects, reports and presentation on the top of the tutorial I'm given. Somemore, I still got a lot of things haven done. I haven't go source for textbooks n the pricing for second-hand textbooks. N lots lots of admin stuff haven't done. siaNZ. Sometimes, I really wonder did I make a right choice. The decision is so last min and there are alot of implications from that. I feel that if I choose this school right from the start, I may have enjoy it. But unfortunately, this is not the case. mAybe staying back to the school I choose is not tt bad afterall. I can enjoy all the camps and I have all my friends in the school. Somemore it is not tt far away from my home. It can save me a lot of time. It is only the style of teaching tt deters me from choosing this school.
Sometimes, ppl are really weird. In the first place, u dying to get out of the school. But after u manage to do that, you starts to regret. sianz. I just hope I made the right choice and hope this is just a transition period for me. In uni, you really have to be very independent and there is really no one you can rely to. I'm starting to miss jc life where everything is planned for you and you don't have to worry very much abt anything.

I'm missing jc1, the days that are so carefree n I don't need to pay attention in lecture.
the days I sms-ing while in lecture. opps. hahas. ----
the days standing at the aj square n observing ppl. ----
the days going to the canteen n seeing friends in other classses queue-ing up for food. hahas. ----
the days when i bake oreo cheesecake for someone. (ps: for your own interpretion n only some of them may noe. hahas) ----
the days i msn-ing every night with (sharing my happenings in the day with ----)
the days when i went to p.e in the morning n observing my class playing soccer with other class. ----
Gone are the days which is so carefree n fun. I just misses it.

2008-08-01T17:54:00.002+08:00

还记得吗
窗外那被月光染亮的海洋
你还记得吗
是爱让彼此把夜点亮
为何后来我们用沉默取代依赖
曾经朗朗星空
渐渐阴霾
心碎离开
转身回到最初荒凉里等待
为了寂寞
是否找个人填心中空白
我们变成了世上
最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦
心碎离开
转身回到最初荒凉里等待
为了寂寞
是否找个人填心中空白
我们变成了世上
最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦
我们变成了世上
最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀?
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦

2008-07-28T21:59:00.003+08:00

I have settled most of the things already.
Just let fate decide my fate.
If I'm pre-destined to go there, it will be it.
Anyway, still gt a little regrets.
If i choose it in the first place, I can enjoy all the orientation camp and get to know more people.
But I think it is always to have a small regret rather than a big regret.
I noe that if fails, at least I gt try.
So, won't really regret much.

haIZ

2008-07-27T22:44:00.003+08:00

I'm tired of thinking n making decisions.
Should I try?
Is it the correct choice I'm making?
tt are the questions I'm thinking for the past 2 months. Up till now, I still haven't figure out the answer. I just hate making decisions that will make me regret.
Actually come to think of it, y should I make decision just beacuse of others say so. Afterall, I'm the one studying n not them. That's what my friend say to me and I feel that it is quite true. Does the uni u choose really make a diff to the jobs that u will get? I definitely dun think so.
But now, it seems too late to turn back. Having commit so much time and doing so many things. I just need some time to think it over again.
Now, I have to live with the choice that I make wrongly. I just hope that I can pause or reverse back the time.

I'm sleeping more these few days . Don't really have any mood to exercise or do what I normally like to do. Shopping also fails to divert my attention away from these things. I just feel that I'm trying to run away from the fact rather than face it. By sleeping more, I gt less time to think of this issue.

Sports Camp

2008-07-20T19:47:00.003+08:00

I'm back from SPORTS CAMP. hahas. The camp is super tiring but quite fun. Never in my life, I do so many sports at one go. lols. It all started with amazing race on day 1. My group, Sun Wu Kong, went run Singapore to play all kinds of sports. Our first stop is the rock-climbing at SMU admin building. Normally when I do rock-climbing, I could only climb 1/2 way. But this time round, I managed to climb to the top. YAY!. After that, we headed to the other stations. In between the stations, we hitched a lot of rides from uncles thanks to vanessa n crystal. hahas
Finally, after all the stations, we arrived at east coast park as our last station. We came in third n won a $100 fish & Co voucher. We had BBQ food for our dinner.

Day 2
I woke up at around 7 in the morning. It was super cold in the morning and I'm shivering. My group quickly went to brush teeth and headed to the concourse for our breakfast. After that, we went to kallang to play all the other sports. It was so hot in the morning. We played handball, frisbee, floorball, volleyball n martial arts. In between the games, we played a lot of group games like big fish small fish, 007, 7-up etc. Some of my groupmates gt forfeit. Heng, I nv got it. Finally, after all the games, we had the final challenge and my section came in second. Not bad. Then, we headed back to school to bathe. After bathing, all of us gathered at ice cold beer for a chill session. Dinner was quite good as we had buffet. The potatoes salad was yummy. Soon, it was the start of all the drinking games. I drank quite a lot of beer thanks to all the forfeits I gt. But luckily, I was not drunk. Smu students really like to drink a lot n some even drink until they need someone to bring them back to their room. Futhermore, they turned one of the seminar room(3-3 at accountancy sch) to one of the clubbing place. So pro of them. My night ended with HTHT with my groupmates.

Day 3
I woke up at around 9am. First time for camp could woke up so late. So shuang.
We started the station games at around 10.30am. There are about 5 stations. Out of the 5 stations, there is one station which is quite fun. One is the mummy game. The game goes like this: One of our groupmates will be wrapped up as mummy and the person is supposed to stand in the box. The other groupmates act as defenders and attackers. The objective of the game is to keep the mummy as dry as possible. The defenders will try to protect the mummy from the water that was thrown by the attackers of the other group. In the end, all of us were drenched. Nevertheless, we won the game and we started pouring each other with water. Some even shake the gasy drink and started spraying each other. After the end of the water fight, I smelled like cherrie due to the cherrie drink sprayed on me. yucks. hahas. There is another game which is also quite disgusting. The game goes like this: we are supposed to pass a card to another person using mouth and there is alternate of girls and guys. The card we suppose to pass is abt 1/8 of a poker card. OMG, it is so small. Somemore, we muz pass it as quickly as possible. Yucks. lols
Anyway after the station games, we assemble at the sports hall for the closure of the camp.
Home sweet Home after that.

bOred!

2008-07-04T23:18:00.002+08:00

I'm starting to get tired after being jobless for 1 week. I went out almost everyday. Below is just a short summary of my prog in the week after the ACTS calibre camp (27 june-29 june).
mon- medical checkup
tue- NTu trip+ shopping
wed- bowling+ kboxing
thur- QET + smu tour with my OG + boardgames at mind cafe
fri- shopping
sat- photography course + tuition
sun- facial n maybe shopping with my sister
Although I have been going out for the past few days in this week, I'm getting tired of going out everyday. No doubt there is fun. But it is high expenses and too tiring. Will I be able to sustain this lifestyle till aug ? I wonder. hahas. Oh ya, I went shopping with munyeng at zara 2dae. I saw a pink checkered jacket which i fell deeply in love with. LOLS. But sad to say, it dun ve M size. I planning to go marina square to source for it. hahas. Shopping is really a good therapy. It makes me 4get all the worries at the moment. Next time when I'm happy or sad, i shall go shopping. hahas. So many days have passed already, how come I still haven get a response yet. Does it mean that I have no chance already? So many ppl have receive thier response and I have not even receive it. If only time can stop, I will not have so many fan nao. If we can reverse it back to jc1, it is even better. I can continue to stay in my honeymoon period n savour the memories I share with friends, tan chi......If only it will be tt way....

2008-07-03T22:03:00.004+08:00

This is what I draw during work. I'm just too bored

I simply miss sch life n i wonder will i ever get to enjoy the sch life i had in uni
sOmeone, sOmething.....thIngs that I want n soMehow i fAiled to acheive it
bothered by the sAme issue
After all the things that happened these few days, I start to realise that I indeed make the wrong choice or decision. It really does not suit me and I start to regret it. It is too high a risk that I take to gamble with. How I hope that I can reverse back the time. Going back to the carefree life that is free of worries..... Everything just didn't go what I expected.

ACTS calibre camp

2008-07-01T21:04:00.000+08:00

I'm back from ACTS calibre camp. The camp was quite fun but it was super slack cuz there was a lot of free time for us. The hostel in ntu was quite cui or maybe not the hostel but the hall i staying in. The food there also not very nice. I almost eating the same everyday. I learned a lot of new games like mm zi zi, werewolf, category camp n lots of cheers. Here is some photos:

the photo was taken in hall 8 lounge. It is quite a nice place

I'm looking at the camera
the jumping scene after the frisbee game

the house we built for shuyi. hahas we lare having picnic. lols

the picture is slanted to one sidetaken after the water game

2008-06-26T23:10:00.000+08:00

I’m having a lot of activities this week. I’m going camp from fri to sun. It should be a fun interaction and bonding session. I’m able to know more new friends and experience hall life which I think I’m not able to experience while in my university life. Because of the camp, I have to give a miss to OCS social night thingy. My brother actually told me that the social night thingy is quite fun as you will get to see people in the very formal attire. Ladies are in gowns and men are in suit. Somemore, I can look pretty on that day. If only it falls on another day. Hahas. But nvm, I should be having a lot of fun in the camp. Then Sunday evening, I might be going out with the gossip group gals. So long never go out with them already. It should be a fun night with lots of gossiping. Hahas

2008-06-25T21:32:00.002+08:00

I’m happy today. Hahas. My colleagues treated me lunch as farewell to my work. We went to a Japanese restaurant at Far East shopping centre. The food was not bad and the home-made seame ice cream is simply delicious. Next time, ppl pls chio me to go there to eat. Lols. Oh ya, my colleague, Pei Pei told me that next time if I want to come back to work as receptionist during holiday, can call her directly. Then, I don’t need to go through agency and my pay will definitely be higher. Hahas, it sounds not bad. Next time, I shall go back Prada to work during holiday J. I don’t need to spend time finding for job. Although, the job is a bit boring but then I can do my own things. So, it is not a bad thing afterall.

Yesterday, I emailed ntu abt when I’m going to get the appeal outcome. I’m actually quite worried that I failed my appeal as some of my friends has successfully appeal to ntu and I haven’t even receive any mail from them yet. Guess what, the admin office replied me that my appeal is still under process and I will properly get the outcome in late june or early july. This means I’m not rejected yet and still gt hope that my appeal is successful. Although the chance of getting ntu business through appeal is quite low, at least still gt some little hope. So, this is good news for me and I’m happy for it. At least I’m not rejected and still got a few days of hope.J

There are some small little things that made me happy. Although it seems insignificant, it does matter a bit for me. I’m not hoping that everytime it will happen in this way. But at least I’m contented for that night. At first, I’m still hesitant about whether I should send it a not. In the end, it turned out to be a not too bad outcome.
Some photos of team india:

michelle look so tall. hahasgroup photo of us at boardgame showdown 2

hmm. I'm thinking
I finally decided. hahas
me n munyeng while playing around the world in 180000sec
me n zhixin

the first group photo

2008-06-24T22:59:00.000+08:00

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appeal

2008-06-23T23:37:00.001+08:00

Appeal and appeal.

Where is my appeal outcome?

By now, I haven receive my outcome.

Does it mean my appeal fails? haiz......

2008-06-22T20:59:00.003+08:00

I shall do a test tagged by jianying.

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag as many friends as you can to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
ans: I think I will wait for his explanation first and see how.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
ans: of course, i will wish that all my other dreams will come true. hahas. But right now, my greatest dream is hope that my appeal will be successful.

#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?
ans: hmm, i haven really think yet.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
ans: Yes. I'm still uncertain whether i make the right choice.

#5. what's your ideal lover like?
ans: Someone who loves me deeply and is romantic.

#6. What is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?both?
ans: I think what is more blessed is that when u love someone and that someone also love you =)

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
ans: Hmm, I think will be as long as I can ba.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
ans: Of course, I would feel a bit dejected. But at the same time, I would be happy for him. Actually, as long as I continue to be his best friend, it doesn't really matter much.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
ans: Of course, it have. But there will always be something that cheer me up sometimes.

#10. Is being tagged fun?
ans: yupps.

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
ans: Someone who will continue to like shopping. hahas

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
ans: my family and friends

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
ans: someone that is concern abt friends. hahas

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
ans: I think right now, I will rather be rich and single. It is not too bad to be single at this moment. Afterall, it is too early to be married at my age. hahas

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
ans: Brush my teeth and wash my face.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
ans: That is a good question. But I really don't know. hahas

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
ans: that will depends ba. hahas

#18. What type of friends do you like?
ans: Someone who care abt u and will be willing to help u when in need.

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
ans: I have the same ans as jianying. If i dislike the person, he or she won't be my friend.

2008-06-17T22:59:00.004+08:00

Updates and updates!

I shall start from Saturday. I went to the pony ride cum crocodile farm that day. This time round the children are more well-behaved and the event turned out to be quite successful. Hahas. It has been quite long since I participated in this type of event and it is really very tiring after the whole trip. Oh ya, Eric’s niece is super super cutez. And there is this little gal, evonne, trying to showing me her bible. So cutez of her. After we went to the pony ride, we proceed to the crocodile farm. The crocodiles are really quite scary. When the person in charge feed the crocodiles, it is as if the crocodiles are going to fly out anytime when fighting for food. So kong bu. Lols
I went to bowl after the whole event with jiaying, hwee boon, zoelyn, weiloon, eric, xiao pang n yiwei. At first, I don’t really feel like bowling because it has been so long since I last bowl and I scare I will keep get zero all the way. Luckily, things turned out much better and I even scored a strike. Hahas. The gals and guys each form a team and we had a bet against the team to see which team score better. In the end, the gals won the bet. So happy =). waiting for the treat of drink. Hahas

Feeding the pony

eric cute little niece
she is scared of me. hahas

the group photo

As for Sunday, I went to tuition for my tuitee and then I went to Chongpang while on the way back to find the canvas shoes I want. But sad to say, the shop does not sell the shoes I want. So sianz. I walked all the way from Yishun Mrt to Chongpang. A wasted trip. After that, I went to IT fair to get my thumbdrive. There seem to have 1000 and 1 people. Everyone is trying to get a good price for the IT gadgets. Finally, after much squeezing, I found the booth and I bought my thumbdrive. It is really super tiring and the place is definitely not suitable for window- shopping. I went home straight after that. It is amazing that I go so many places in one day. Hahas. I was super tired after I went home. But there is sumptuous meal for me to indulge in. My mother cooked 6 dishes despite only 3 people eating. So shuang. I simply love Sunday.

Monday---Boardgame showdown 2
I went to play boardgame as part of the ACTS orientation. I get to know a new friend from my team at the start. Wonder if there is still any new team-mate coming in? Our team seems quite small. Maybe it is because there is only 6 people showing up yesterday. Anyway, the boardgame was quite fun although our team lost the 2 games and didn’t manage to get into finals. But this only means that we got more free time to play other boardgames. Yay. I had a lot of fun playing ‘ugly ugly’ although the game is a bit too violent. The ‘Apples for Apples’ is also quite crap. We played until 11 and headed back home. I was laughing with Munyeng throughout the journey from yck to Yishun just because of a simple joke. Lols. On the way back, I get to know a guy that is from Nigeria. I get to know another new friend and he live quite near me. Next time he shall be my hui jia mate. Lols (joking)

2008-06-11T00:13:00.003+08:00

thinking*
emo-ing
looking back. how i wish i could go back to the past

how I wish I could go back to the past. To the happy monents shared by us. I'm still missing it.

Back then, everything is much simpler and there are lesser things to worry about. Every night, it is just a normal chit-chat sessionn for us....

Though, life now is more carefree, it also means that it is more boring. My life seem without colours. Everyday, I'm just doing the same things. I know that I have to make my decision fast.

But, I'm just trying to drag it as the day goes by. I'm just waiting for miracle to happen and I know very well that it is unlikely to occur. I hate making the decision that will make me regret in the future. Up to now, I'm still don't know is it the right choice for me. Am I making a right decision now? Perhaps, if I'm able to go back to the past, things might be different. However, this will not ever happen. I will just have to hope that the miracle that I hoping now will happen.....
hope my appeal will be successful

Lurv3 ,

DAphne

2008-06-10T23:57:00.002+08:00

yaY. my inTernet is finally bAck!. hahas. I can start blogging again. lols
suddenly, after i regain my internet, I feel that I lose touch of msn. It seem like so long I nv use my msn. hahas

Juz a small update: I'm now working in Prada S'pore as receptionist. tHe job is quite boring. there is not much things to do except to ans phone calls and there is even no com at my table. omg !It is amazing that I can survive for about 2 1/2 weeks. Still gt 1.5 weeks to go. jiayou.
2dae, I n my YEC gang celebrated zoelyn's birthday. Happy birthday!, my friend. hahas
aNyway, just saw a photo of my friend. He is falling in love again with his gf. so sweet of them. I wondered when will it be my turn to fall in love. lols

2008-06-01T14:42:00.003+08:00

Internet down! argh. this means no internet for me.
life is so boRing without internEt.
no mSn-ing, no facebook, no playing of games and a lot more.....
i cAn only rOt at hOMe. siAnz
hop3 that my internet will recovered soon.

2008-05-21T12:44:00.001+08:00

Deep in thoughts

bangkok fun fun fun

2008-05-20T12:10:00.011+08:00

I'm back from bangkok! It was very fun. I ate a lot of very nice food during the trip. But too bad, it was only 3 days. so short. Just some updates of wat I do during these 3 days:

day 1- 16/05/08
Reached bangkok at around 11+ and we headed to the bangkok city inn hotel. The room was quite chiu. It is no wonder the accomodation is so cheap. Arnoma is still better. hahas.
We placed our luggage and then we went downstairs to eat supper. My father ordered eng cai, tom yam soup, egg omelette, sotong n beansprout. The tom yam is comparable to the one in Arnoma. The egg omelette is yummy cuz it is abit sweet. It is so different from what my mother cook in singapore. hahas. Really regretted that last dec we nv go here to eat. We ate a total of 400+ baht which is only abt 20 sing dollars for 5 dishes + drink. really very cheap. After eating, we went to 7-eleven and soon headed back to the hotel.
omg. I ate a lot tt day. I ate a total of 5 meals.

day 2- 17/05/08
I wake up super early cuz i'm awakened by my sister's jumping. She is exercising in the room early in the monring. siao. We went to eat the breakfast at the hotel. The breakfast is so pathetic. gt so little variety and the food is not tt nice. I n my sister both concluded that we will be going outside to eat dinner even though dinner is free in the hotel. I believe the food outside is sure much more delicious. Then, we went mac as shopping centre didn't open so early.

cam-whoring at mac

i simply lurv3 this colour of the photo

mac in bangkok

this ice-cream cost only 30 cents in sing. so cheap

the cheesecake we ordered.

After that, we went to big C market to shop for food. Then, here comes the shopping time. We chiong for shopping and even skipped our lunch for it. hahas. we brought back our zhan li ping to the hotel in the evening and headed to dinner. My sister want to eat the hokkien mee at the roadside and so we went there to eat. We ordered chicken rice, satay n hokkien mee. The hokkien mee taste weird cuz it is sweet and the soup oso taste a bit sweet. Then, in the end we concluded that thai ppl like to eat sweet things and so everything is quite sweet. Shopping time again after eating the dinner. We walk along the streets as there are a lot of roadside stalls. I bought another 2 bags on top of the two bags we bought at the platinum shopping centre. gt bags craving and tt y bought a lot. hahas. After walking 1/2 way, my mother is a bit tired and so she headed back to hotel while I n my sister continue shopping. hahas. We walked 1/2 way and then it started to rain. So unlucky. My sister n I have to run all the way back to hotel. We were totally drenched when we reached the hotel. so siAnz. Headed to the bath straight away and while waiting for the hair to dry, we went to pack our things in the luggage. I gt a hard time packing things. But as compared to last time, we definitely buy less things as we only managed to fill 1 bag that weighed abt 26kg. hahas

day 3- 18/05/08
We went to in search for A&W after our breakfast. Walked from the central world to the siam paragon as my sister said there gt A&W. But the shopping centre was not opened when we reached there. Thus, we approached the thai police man and asked him where is A&W and he told us it is at the corner in siam paragon. So, we walked in the direction he pointed. After walking around the shopping centre, we still couldn't find A&W and so we tried asking the security guard in the siam paragon. The person told us there is no A&W and so means that the police bluff us. so bad of him. hahas. We were determined to find A&W and so we juz anyhow walk in tt area and in the end we found A&W. So happy =). We ordered the curly fries, waffle n drink to eat there and bought some for take-away.

Our long lost A&Wthe menu looks delicious
curly fries is yummy

the food we ordered
I simply lurv3 the waffle
Wah. ice-cream waffle

see how curly is the curly fries

Then, we walked back to our hotel to put the food back. Then, my sister and I went to walk around along the streets. We bought some tops and belts. Initially, I wanted to buy a belt that i happened to saw, but it starts raining and so we quickly ran back. So unlucky. Everytime, my mother nv walked with us, we will start to rain. My mother is our lucky charm. hahas. Soon, we checked out of the hotel and headed to thai airport with the take-away from A&W. At first, we thought of going there to eat our A&W but my father decided to go mango tree to eat. So i ordered a prawn roll. Really ate a lot these few days. It is no wonder I gained weight.

the prawn roll i ate. looks yummy right?

at the airport

my mother, my sister n me

taking photo at the aircraft

our second take looks at our reflection

I watched alvin n the chipmucks while on the plane. The chipmucks are so cute. It is a nice movie. Home sweet home after we reached singapore.

2008-05-15T14:00:00.002+08:00

I'm juz waiting for miracles to happen. Something tt is not really possible to happen and I knew it long ago. But, I'm juz hoping it. Having a small little hope everyday and getting more and more dispointed as the day goes by. I realise that from young, I have not really met up with any setbacks. Most of the things seem to be in the way tt i wanted. I manage to get to the sch i want, sort of getting the results i expected and the things that i hold dearly. Everything is juz going the way that i wanted. However, now it is not the case. It makes me lose my sense of direction in life and makes me feel discouraged at certain point of time. Why is it happening in this way? Everytime, ppl will tell you that we should perserve and overcome any obstacles that is hindering ur path in achieving what you want. But it is always easier to say than doing it. Maybe, i should go for a shopping spree and after that i will feel better. hahas

rupyi's birthday

2008-05-14T10:29:00.002+08:00

Today, I went out to celebrate ry's birthday with my n lala. We went to manhattan fish market to eat. The food there was nice and the staff were very nice n friendly. Had a lot of surprises for ry. Hope she enjoy the day as much as I do. It is so tiring planning for her birthday surprises. hahas. Do remember ry, don't hate munyeng's monkey. lols. Here are some photos we took while waiting for the birthday gal n lala:

the wall is nice

hugging* the pole. lols

the ambience here is so nice

taking pHotos while waiting for tHem

birthday gal blowing canDles

the three of us in dress!

with lalazilian-ing

this one is artisitc
another artistic photo

Anyway, I juz realise I gt tons of work undone. I haven't finish the budget list for blood donation which i supposed to finish it long ago. oops. I also haven't finish my CCMC minutes. argh, it is so difficult to do. I still remember back then in jc1 while I'm still the interest grp member, yec meetings have always been a fun time for me, jiaying, peiyu n jianying. Cuz, 1/2 of the time we were gossiping in the meeting. Somemore, we seldom write the formal minutes during our sub-group meeting. oops. Now, as each of us hold different post, it comes with greater responsibility n more things to do. I guess we muz learn to accept it and we actually learn more things in the process. Oh ya, I haven't even started to submit the appeal for ntu. sianz. Don't know wat to write for that and I don't even know should i appeal for acct/ biz. If it is acct, it will be more difficult to get in and this means that my appeal will unlikely to be a successful ones. But, if i choose business, the uni may wonder y i choose the 3rd choice. so fan. Anyway, I muz get all the things done by Fri.

2008-05-10T00:38:00.004+08:00

I'm starting to miss ppl. misses my candy, dada, xyz clinque
missing my jc life--> everytime when i saw my juniors in aj uni, I will start to miss the days we had in sch. The fun, the msging in lecture, oops* hahas, my co practice.
I'm also missing the days in maybank. The time when I n eileen gossip abt the people in the bank. hahas. Sometimes, we will come up nickname for ppl as we don't know the name. The time when I'm bio-ing my candy n her tang guo and the days we taking note of wat the guys are wearing. lols. Also, the time when we went golden mile to eat at 1pm. The food there is really delicious and there are wider variety compared to my pathetic workplace in bishan. Everyday, eileen n I will fan over what to eat cuz there are simply too many variety there. lols. Really misses these days. Now, it is not tt easy to find a workplace that is quite fun.

Oh ya. Today, I went to NALI for my marketing course. The course was quite interesting and useful. The trainer was very engaging. He has a good sense of humour and this makes our lesson an interesting ones. The food in NALI is also quite nice especially the cream puff and fish cake. hahas. Personally, I think that the team building course in NALI is quite fun. Actually, I saw a team building course in action while going to the canteen to have my lunch. It was like so fun and I saw a maze which I wanted to go play. But, in the end, I think the maze is only for those team building one and so cannot go play. argh. so sad.

Now, I'm still fan over my uni. RY gt her second letter for ddp and the letter says this letter supersedes the first letter ntu sent. so good for her. I juz hope that I will have such letter from ntu. But, I doubt so. Haiz. I really really really wanted to go ntu. Hope my appeal will be successful. *finger cross

disappointed

2008-05-07T22:00:00.007+08:00

haiz. Why are things not going the way I wanted? Life is indeed not a bed of roses.
I'm so sad cuz I failed to get into ntu acct or biz. It shattered all the hopes I have in ntu.
I received the letter saying i gt into ntu bioengineering which is my fourth choice today. I juz hope that it is a dream but how true it is. Many of them ask me to go appeal. But I doubt appeal will be that easy. Somemore, the appeal period is from 14 May to 7 June. Such a weird timing. At the same time, when I checked online, I think I gt into smu biz. It is so tai go. I thought I screwed up the whole interview and I'm not as outstanding as the others during the interview. I spoke bearly in the interview. Actually, I have no intention to get into smu. It is not my dream uni. Why is it I failed to get into my desire uni and I gt the uni which I not really have much interest in? Why? Shouldn't they switch and that will be perfect. I'm not saying that smu is not a gd sch. In fact, it is a relatively good sch and it stands out from the other uni as a very vocal sch. Some news have even reported that the salary for new graduate is the highest for smu. It is a school that is able to train u to survive in this competitive business world. But, I juz feel that their education is not suitable for me. It is too competitive studying in this sch and the fees are really expensive. That will be a huge burden for my parents who will be struggling to pay for both my bro n me the school fees if I gt to smu. Haiz. This letter really spoil my day. so sianz.
Furthermore, I think my redhill job sure don't have already. Another setback.
Lately, life has been so boring and routine. Everyday is just working and then after that is using com and watching tv. So montonous. I need some colours in my life. Date me out!. I'm free

the fact of life

2008-05-06T20:06:00.004+08:00

juz finish reading my friend's blog. I totally agree with him that life is not just a bed of roses which everyone hopes to be. The perfect love, excellent job, fulfilling life and outstanding results....It is not possible to get the way u want it to be. We will just have to realise that and bear it in mind.

Life is always unpredictable and full of changes. That is the reason y it is so hard to get life goes the way u wished for. U might like the person but no matter how hard u tried, you might not be able to capture his attention and perhaps his heart. U might want to be as outstanding as the others. However, no matter how much effort u put into studying and praying to the god, u are not able to achieve it. U might want to secure a perfect job in your life but there are many obstacles in your path that obstructed your way of striving towards it. Sometimes hard work is not equal to good results. U might want to get the course you want in uni, but many factors and hinders are stopping you from securing ur dream course. Learn it and face it. These are just part and parcel of life.

now for my updates
I went out with my gossip group to celebrate my belated birthday yesterday. At first, we wanted to go pot culture for dinner. But there are just too many people. Sianz. Hahas. Both eileen n I agreed that the soup smell very nice. Next time, I shall come back and eat again with my gossip group. (ps: we still gt a lot of debts of outing haven clear. When we clearing leh?) hahas. In the end, after walking for so long to choose the nice restaurant to eat, we ended eating at changing appetite. I ordered a mushroom n chicken dish (cannot quite remember the name). It is nice especially the cheese. Then, we ate my birthday cake after eating the dinner. The cake is very chocolatey especially the biscuit part of the cake. If it is a cheese cake, it will be perfect. hahas.

2dae, I went to my new job place. Though the new place is not as comfy and shuang as my previous job in tanjong pagar, it was still okay and the fact that it is near to my home has added value to it. hahas. anyway, i did simple admin job and some calling 2dae. So, it was still quite okay. A pity that I don't have com at my desk to entertain me. By the way, I received the redhill data entry job 2dae and I told the person I can only start work 2 weeks later due to the job I currently doing. Haiz, it makes me unlikely that I can get this job cuz they in need of ppl badly. Should i tell them i can start work next week and reject the offer to continue till next week for my current job? But i don't know who is the one that call me regarding the data entry job. So fan arh

lurv3 daphne

2008-05-04T10:14:00.005+08:00

2dae is 4th of May. mY birthday. hahas
anyway, I went out yesterday to ajco concert. The concert was really quite impressive especially the encore song. It is not ling zhong ye hui but ju hua tai. How come my time nv play this song. lols. Suddenly when I went to the concert, I realise I gt so many juniors in erhu. There are abt 29 people in XYZ. So many la. Anyway, after that I went pool with ry, munyeng n lala. Then, due to some changes, ry they all nv proceed with their birthday trick on me. hAhas. Actually, they wanted go clark quey to bluff me to go for the bungy jump. Heng arh. lols.
So, we headed back to the mrt to catch the last train. Lala decided to sent munyeng home first in his father's car and so we alighted at bishan mrt. Then, after sending her home, we went to prata hse to have our supper. I tried a new prata- paper prata n bomb prata. It was quite nice n crispy. Yummy. I was so full when i finished my prata. So long nv eat supper already. After that, it is home sweet home already.

Photos time:

the three of us
I'm taller. lols
my eyes are closed
taking photos while waiting for the train
munyeng n me
ruoyi n me

malaysia trip photos part 1

2008-05-02T12:29:00.012+08:00

Genting day 1

On arrival to malaysia-Genting

Dap <3> Yay! we reach the theme park
reach out for the sky. lols
tryIng to stAnd on the eLephant leg. hahas
we lurv3 plaYing in tHe rAin
gossip group photo 1
takIng photos in the boat.

aren't the scenery nice?
at the briDge
squeezing in tHe hUt. so Sweet!
this photo is cuTez

trying to pose
we aRe trying to lIFt the haNd
twisting* while in the pirate ship. hahas
hui wei tong nian

walking
in the truck. playing*

swing swing. I'm loving it
peiyu n mengxiang
oops. the hand is so big
our shadow. taking a look at wat jiaying n I're posing
the evolution of man. take 1 b4 our shadows are taken

our shAdows

wah. gt so many tieswe're having our dinner

roller coaster ride.
our rooM
we're not letting any chance off. taking photos while in the lift
in ascending order
this is cuTez. hahas classic photo. hahas
1 to 7. I'm no. 3
the gals
now the guys. trying to act cutez
first woRld hotel. ouR hotel

we're siting on the floor
glazing at the sky
jumping scene. this is the way we keep ourself awake
cam-whoping in the night
facial with the guys. yAy ouR breakfast at KFCsNow world. the fun we had when we throw snow ball at each other
our photos in the snow city

the background is nice

in the cabLe car

argh

2008-04-28T21:06:00.002+08:00

where is my uni letter?
how come a lot of ppl get the ntu letter n i still don't have
does it mean i am rejected by them?
or i failed my interview? haiz
or is it I submitted late so receive my letter late?
but it cannot be. cuz my interview is quite early. haiz
am i not able to get the desired course in uni?
Getting 3As does it mean that I'm juz an average?
there are still many outstanding students than me. sianz
2dae, I went for smu interview. It seem that i screwed it.
Though, I'm not very keen in getting to smu, it means i gt 1 less chance of getting in uni.
these are the thoughts that kept running through my mind.
Does it mean that i cannot get to ntu. I hop3 not

first day of work at JMJ

2008-04-22T21:00:00.006+08:00

I started my temp admin job in JMJ associates 2dae. Need to work there for another 3 days.
At first when my agent told me abt the place, I thot it was not a gd environment to work in. But, after I go to the place, it was quite a nice place. Like very high-class. Somemore, the pantry is very nice. It is well-equiped with all electrical appliances. There is fridge, micowave oven, water dispenser and utensils. There are also biscuits, oreo n sweets. hahas
The people there are friendly and the person in charge of me is also quite nice. She is an American with a strong american ascent. Sometimes, she will speak quite fast till I cannot catch. It is a bit tiring trying to catch wat she is saying. So, I think the place I working is only suitable for working short-term. Lols. 2dae, the tasks she give me are quite simple. It is juz that I haven get the hang of doing the travel itineary. Sianz. It is so complicated. Guess I'm not familar with it ba. I wake up super early 2dae. so long I never wake up so early. I'm so tired now.

think tt's all. lalalala.
missing everyone! .... my candy, my gossip group for gossipes, the gals misses*
n hu chat with me everynight last time...misses*
daphn3,
i know tt things will not be the same again. but memories still linger in my mind everytime

random thoughts

2008-04-08T00:16:00.005+08:00

some random thoughts

不知不觉又过了几天
我想我习惯了忽略
去忽略没你的时间
不近不远走在谁身边
我想我适应了一切
这一切没你的时间
某条路某条街某首歌某间店
某种熟悉但如今却刺眼
不碰触不跨越为自己留一些安全界线
谁都以为不听不看也就没感觉
一转身才发现空气里面
依旧飘散着记忆的气味
谁有所谓或无所谓也不能改变
原来是我在爱上你的那瞬间
就困在围墙里面

how true it is.
tHe more u tRy to 4gEt, the more u find it hard to do it.
even if u try not to contact or see the person,
memories still lingers. misses*
everYthing u do or see will sTill make u think of that person
is it really tt hard to 4get some1? i wonders

jinyu's birthday party

2008-04-07T10:27:00.004+08:00

that is uS wearing jinyu's tee shirt

2nd pose
posing in front of the mirror
me n pEiyu
jianying n jinyu
zilian-ing

malaysia trip

2008-03-31T10:12:00.002+08:00

I'm back from my malaysia trip with my gossip group.(MX, Jiaying, Hwee bOon, peiyu, Yongwee, Ben) hahas
tHE trip was so fuN.
I played a lot, ate a lot n took a lot of photos. (ps: photos shall be uploaded ltr. need time to process. lols). But, I nv shop a lot. I only bought 2 items. We failed to meet oUr obJective which iS to sHop a lot.

2008-03-23T21:35:00.002+08:00

nOw I'm officially jobless. hahas. muz go find new job.
my this 3 months in Maybank has been quite okay.
Though at times, it can be quite boring as I'm always doing the routine stuff. It can also be quite interesting. Maybe is the company tt counts. There are so many temp staff around that i can chat with when I'm bored. Can hop from my places to other temp staff place to gossip. At times, I can also get to c my candy. lols. There are also a lot of nice n delicious food to eat. I hardly repeat the food I eat during the 3 months in Maybank. So, you can see that there are such a great variety of food there. hahas. will mIss the people there ba. but definitely not the job. lols

Now, I'm doing uni admission. It is so ma fan doing it. There are so many things to fill in. Somemore still muz think of the choices I want to study. So fan. haiz

photo time!

2008-02-26T14:52:00.027+08:00

misses the sch life. Last time when i was studying, i always hop3 that i can stop studying. But now i realise sch life is much more fun and interesting as compared to work life. except for the period of doing h.w. hahas. shall dedicate this post to all the past photos.

valentine day. as usual we're zilian-ing in the toilet.hahas

trying to act cutez in the neoprint machine

we trying to form a heart-shaped

jelly, m3 n sexy
my table mates in jc1
dadas. misses *
me n my sister during chi new yr
zilian-ing pose 1

zilian-ing pose 2
m3 and sexy posing while we're doing birthday gift for 1 of our classmate
kbox
tie pony-tail day!. all the gals are in 2 pony tails
12/06. my memories

after a'level. celebrating outside cineleisure
the last few days of our sch
sentosa trip during the holidays
the last day of our sch
primary sch gathering at sentosa

the guys are trying to climb up the coconut tree. gd attempt
jc1 co concert
my story life in ajco. misses
jc2 speech day. sneaking out to take photos while we having practice
1 of my children in children camp. aren't she cutez?

acting cutez with her
m3 n jiaying posing in the toilet
celebrating teacher's day with huang lao shi. the cheese cake is baked by me, ry n my
the first 3 month. i'm in the different uniform
twists*. twisting time

posing in the neoprint machine
i lurv3 this neoprint a lot
the big big doll
red n white. it matches with national day
me n yvo

strawberry is nicee

oops. y py n jiaying in the toilet bowl

2008-02-17T21:25:00.002+08:00

2dae, i stayed at home for the whole day. I spent most of the time sleeping. so shuang
It has been quite long since i stayed at home for the whole day. always going out everyday. finally gt a day to rest n bu mian. hahas. I was super tired 2dae cuz yesterday i was toning the whole night. Yesterday was a busy day for me. I went to ms tan's hse n kane's hse with my class.
It has been so long since i last seen them. Yes. we finally have our class reunion at both of their hse. We played board games at ms tan's hse. gosh, ms tan really gt a lot of collection of very nice nice de board games. In the evening, we went to kane's hse to have steamboat n lao yu sheng.

While we were having steamboat, the guys were busy toking abt army stories. Army stories are really quite interesting. had a fun chat + gd laugh with my class. (ps: muz have more of this outing). stayed at kane's hse until 11+ den after tt i headed to the chingay's party. Initally, I wanted to take train to go meet them at cityhall. But when i n yongping reach the train station, the last train to habour front had departed. argh. So, i went to take the night service bus.

Reached the starbuck cafe at raffles city at around 1+. I took a super long time to find my way to raffles city cuz the citylink was closed so i had to walk along the road. Luckily, i managed to find a few nice passers-by who gave me directions to raffles city. Den, we went to the chingay party n took some photos. After tt we waited for jiaying's friend, mike and soon we headed back to northpoint macdonald. We were playing current at macdonald. sianz. really cannot play those tt need fast response de game. My response was super slow. kenna beaten on the hands so many times thanks to MIKE. Now, my hand gt a lot of red patches. So poor thing. hahas
After playing for a while, we decided to go my hse there de fitness corner to chit-chat. We played truth or dare. wah. i got to noe a lot of their secrets especially mike ones. wahaha.

cny

2008-02-11T01:30:00.000+08:00

2dae went to yanshuang de hse. ben lai going to eileen hse 1 but she last minute going her relative hse to bai nian so we change plan to go ys hse. I met up with jinyu n jianying first den after tt we headed to ys hse. So long nv c them already. gt a lot of things to catch up with them. So as usual, we will chatting + gossiping all the way at her hse. That's our fav pastime! lolx
Jinyu they all are so drama la. After tt, while we wait for jiaying n peiyu to come, we proceeded to our second pastime and tt is take photos. wahaha. We took abt 43 photos.
jiaying n peiyu they all too slow already and in the end we ended up meeting them at bus interchange. Soon, we headed to jiaying's hse to gossip. I ate a lot at her hse. die le. this cny sure fat de. muz go exercise. hahas. The guys left early for their dinner and so we can finally start our gossip + updates. JY tok abt her dd and jinyu told us more abt mr forgetful. yupps tt all for 2dae ba. yawns. tired already.

pHotos:

I'm taller than jinyu

the 3 of us
twist*
put ur right leg in
jianying, yanshuang, me, jinyu
the first photo we took at ys hse.lols
kiss*
sMile
sexy!
jinyu is so man!

happy new yr

2008-02-10T11:40:00.000+08:00

XIAN NIAN KUAI LE to every1

2008-01-29T21:54:00.000+08:00

*misses*
missing every part of my life

2008-01-18T23:03:00.000+08:00

2dae is a nice day =)
i'm super high 2dae. i was too high during work. too high until my friend say wan to buy medicine for me to eat. wahaha. I was slacking n chatting in the morning. there was not a lot of decline docs for me to do so tt y can slack a bit. At around 11+, peiyu called me n say can meet up together to have lunch. So, eileen n I went to golden mile marketplace to wait for jiaying n peiyu. While waiting, we can scan around the stalls at the marketplace. Gosh! the place really gt a lot of nice food to eat. I wanted to eat roast duck rice, chicken rice, western food n japanese food. All these food are quite famous 1. I think i can really become fat after working for 3 months there. hahaa. They reach the place at around 12.45pm ba. den, after tt we went to order our food. I n eileen ordered cha kuay tiao. Jiaying ordered chicken rice n peiyu ordered roast duck rice. the cha kuay tiao was quite delicious. While we were eating, we saw L.C look alike walked past. So eileen was telling them abt them hu he was. den jiaying fan ying was so big la. She turned her head so quickly to look at him. so funny. hahaa. We had a fun chat together. At around 1.20pm, we left the place and headed to our office. And jiaying n peiyu headed to find their industrial site. I finished my decline at around 2+ ba. Den, i was slacking all the way. Chatting with my work mates. It was quite fun. hahaaa
In the evening, I went to eat swensen with my family. I shared fish n chip + baked rice with my sister. It was yummy. So long nv eat swensen de fish n chip already. The baked rice de rice is chicken rice n it is topped with cheese tt melted in ur mouth. hahaa. It is really quite nicee.

new yr 08

2008-01-01T19:47:00.000+08:00

2dae is new yr 08..haha
i went to cOuntdown at vivocity after work
met up with charissa, jiaying n cheryl
i reached habourfront at around 8+. omg there really gt a lot of ppl
we went to secret recipe for our dinner
actually wanted to eat the cake there 1, but we were too full after we finished our main course
den we went to the rooftop for countdown
when we reached the place, it was packed with ppl
i could hardly move n breathe in the crowd
it was super hot standing in the crowd n i could not c the concert at all
so practically, i was squeezing with the ppl in the crowd
the most irriating part was tt there was this uncle standing behind jiaying n me
dun noe wat's wrong with him, kept squeezing us..argh
his leg kept in contact with my leg....so disgusting
feel like my legs pei fei li..erxin
after the countdown, we went straigth away to take train
luckily the train was not very packed
i n jiaying went met up with eileen at yisun mrt
den after tt we headed to khatib to met up with liquan they all
went mengxiang's hse to thon
we pLAy games while we drank chivas
chivas was quite bitter n it contain 40% of alcohol
luckily, i nv drank a lot n so i was not drunk
but some of us was drunk n they started to jiang jiu hua..haha
after we finished 3/4 of the bottle, we were all too tired
i, jiaying n liquan lie on mengxiang's single bed
the beD is so smAll to fit the 3 of us
somemore liquan occupy almost 1/2 a bed..tsk tsk
hai me n jiaying have to share 1/2 a bed
bUt overall it is quite okay as we were entertained by chye seng
he was super lame n funny
the thoNing was quite fun though i only slept 3 hr
we leAve mx hse at around 10+ n we went for our brEakfast
den went hOME
i slept for abt 5 hrs when i reached hoMe

thailand trip photos

2007-12-29T22:22:00.001+08:00

at chAngi airPort while waiting to board the plAne

candid shotthe 4 of us
at bangkok station, while waiting for the skytrain in ouR hoTEl room
my bReakfast for the 2nd day
in the bOAt tour

the suN is too glaRing

my sISter n m3

tan-chi-ing

mIlk is niCe..hAhaa

i'm going to eAt the breAd

hmm....

wah...look i bought so many thINgs
3rd day de breakfast
the thRee of uS at chatuchak
zi-lian in the tOilet the hoTel i livE

my sIster n mOther
m3 n my mOther

the fOOd i ate in tHE plAne

upDAtes!

2007-12-25T23:40:00.000+08:00

here is sOMe updates of wat i did the past few days:

2dae
i went to jelly's hse for x'mas dinner with my class. It is quite long since i last saw them...hahaaa
i had a great dinner 2dae. The food was quite good. the popiah n hotdog with bacon are nicee.
really ate a lot. Jelly's parents were too nice already. they kept giving us food to eat. mrs cHeong come n join us for a while with her husband n baby girl. her baBy giRl was reAlly cuTez. We took turn to take photos with her n her baby gAl. Also, we took sOMe other photos. (p.s: aiping when u c this muz send me the photos..haha). afTer that, we prOceed to plAy bluff n zhong ji mi ma. Soon after thAt, we had our gift exchange. then is hoMe sweet home

20th - 23rd dec
i went to bangkok for holiday with my family. sHop a lot n eaT a lot these few dAys. i bought abt 56 items n my sister bought abt 66 items..hahaa. we rEally went for a sHopping spree...lol.

day 1
we reAch thailAnd's aIrport at aroUnd 4 plus. we hEaded to arnoma hotEl. oN the wAy to the hoTel, my brO was already looking at the mAp n plAnning route for our sHopping spRee..lol.
wHEn we reAch the hotEl, we check in to our rOOm. mEanwhile, my parents went to the temple n my brO headed to gym to exercise. at Around 7+, we went to the hotel restaurant to eat buffet. thE food has turn colD n so it was not vEry nice. nevertheless, we stIll enJoy our meAl. afTer that, we wEnt to patpong nightmarket. at the nIghtmarket, i really jian si my bro bagaining skills. he really can bagain a lot. The pLAce is a bit meSsy. there always gt sOMe1 that will approach my bro to c whether he wan to c bar dance..hAHa. the plAce is nOt a nICe place to shOP cuz it sell manY guys'stuff n so i nv boUght a lot of thINgs.

day 2
i woke up at around 6+. it was super early. if not for the half-DAy tour, i will not wake up so eArly. i was sLeeping in the mini van while we travelled from to plACe to placE. afTer the shOrt-day tour, we went to mbk to sHop agAin...haha..thERe is nth muCh t sHop cuz the tHIngs were much expEnsive than the maRketplace. afTEr shOpping for a whILe, i was quite tiRed n so we decided to weNt for oUR lunch..our iNItal intention is to go A&W to eat as my sister's friend told her tt there is A&W nearby. buT we cOuldn't fiND it n so my mother sugGested to go hong kong restaurant to eat. tHe service there is sUPer slow. we oRdered our drink with tHE food we oRedered. bUt when we fiNIshed the fOOD, the dRink still hAven coME. So, in the end, we cancelled ouR drink n bill it. when we c the bIll, we were quite shoCked. the serVice chargE was even mOre expenSive than oUr food...so funny..lols
aFTer eatINg, we headed bAck to hoTel to rESt a wHIle. tHEn, we continue our shOpping trip agAin..wahaha..thIS time we went to city of complex n platinum to shOP. pLAtinum is a nICe to sHOp. the thINgs are nOt very ex n thERe gt a loT of thINGs to buY. i bOught quite a lOt of stUffs fRom thERe. NeXt time i went bangkok again, i shALl coMe baCk there to shOp.
At around 7+, we went back to the hotel to eat oUr dinner...thEn, we wEnt to big c marketplAce to sHOp for fooD. After tt, went to central world shopping centre to shop AGAIN...wahaha
that is the lAsT destInation of my shOpping trip

day 3
i went to chatukchak early in the morning. thE place is reAlly suPer bIG...dun noe how mAny timEs of buGis street..hahaa...it sell so maNy things, ranging from clothes, accessories, gifts, bags, shoes, fishes n even ANIMALS. it is so bIg untIl onCe u miss tHe shOP u wiLl nv fINd it agAin....i waLk around thEre for 3 to 4 hrs...walK untIl leg suAn...lol
So, we decided to go back to the hotel to rest for a while den after tt go to platinum to shOp agaIN...lol...aT niGht, after we finished our dinner, i n my fAmily decided to go for a leG mAssage to toNg ur bODy..hAha. At first, i thOt my fATher is gOing to bRIng us to oNe of the shOp like thOse in de show shou zu tt typE of sHOp. But in the eND, we wEnt to orIental health spA centre to haVE a whOLe boDy massAge. The maSSage is so shUang. It giVEs me mORe enerGY to shOp..hAhaa. sHOrtly, afTEr we finished to mAssage, we wEnt to 7 eleven to shou gou all the strawberry pocky n heaDed baCk to ouR hotel.

dAy 4
the lAst day of my baNgkok trIp...hEaded to the bangkok aiRport at arouNd 11+.

photos shall be uploaded ltr

loSe colour

2007-12-18T21:28:00.000+08:00

my lIfe has loSe colour....
Life is so bOring siNce i stArt woRk
tIme seemed to be cRawling whEn i was at woRk
thEre is reAlly dUn ve mUCh wOrk to do
bAsically b4 lUnch time i alReady finished aLl my decline de joB
aFTer luNch time, thEre is reAlly nth to do
and mOst importantly aFTer luNch, i juz sAt doWn in tHE office.
lIke tt wiLl becOMe FAT...arGh..mUZ reAlly go exErcise already
mY joB is so roUtine...everyday is dOing the saMe tHing
so bOred....rEally caNNot do oFfice woRk in the fuTure.hahaa
if noT for the coNtract, i suRely will qUit 1....
nOw still gt 88 days to go..sUPer lonG...siAnz

prom nIght photos

2007-12-14T23:38:00.000+08:00

Photos from promo:

aLl abT m3

the gUYs

apple, sexy n me
the lantern is niCe mAine n me in the toilet

jIanhao is too tAll le la
aiyO...yOngchuan nv smILe...not cUtez le..hahaa
tHe gAls
sMIle!

pOSing at tHe hOtel, pOse 1

pOSe 2 lefT n rIght
mUnyeng n m3
zilIan in the tOilet
seCond 1
tAking pHoto wIth the bIrthday gal
mY zilIan partner of tHe day..lOl

loSt

2007-12-12T03:02:00.000+08:00

sOmehoW i think wat was lOSt will alWays be loSt
u will nV gET BaCK thE tHings u've lost no matter how haRd u try
tHings wiLl not be tHe sAme anYmore
tHough things may seem much better from last time
bUt i feel thAt wE will nv evEr bEcome clOSe fRiends agAin...ur rEply is alWays a bRief 1 n i nOe tt i will never eVEr maTter so mUch to u nOw,
tRying to gEt baCk my oWn life but i'm sTill miSsing thE days- which i alwAys tRying to fINd n gEt baCk thoUgh i nOe tt my effOrts wiLl always be in vAin
soMehow i think that if there is no holiday, things might change differently
we mAy sTill be fRiends whO cAn chAt aNYthing uNDer the sUn
wat was lost was already lost...
maybe i sHoulD jUz leArn to aCcept the fAct n cArry on wIth my liFE
daphn3

rEgretting

2007-12-11T08:06:00.000+08:00

hAiz...i'm so uNlucky n sIAnz now....the pErson toLD me tt i hAve beEn aCcepted as tEmp mArket survEyor...tHE paY is sUper gOOd la...10 peR hour + cOmmissioN...bUt i hAve already aCcepted the bAnk job whIch is oNly 6 dollars pEr hoUr...kInd of rEgretting nOw
sHouldn't aCcept tHE oFfer so fAst wIthout mUCh cOnsideration...sHould haVe tHink a wHile
nOw i fEel so bAd reJecting tHe perSon....i aLready fEel so bAd reJecting aNOther pErson yeSterday...tHe pErson mUz be tHinking if yOu gT the jOb, yOu shOuldn't go aPPly aNother job....hAiz....hOw i nOE i wILl receive so mAny jOb offer yesteRday...
bAsicaLly yEsterdAy, tHe agEncy cAlled me n tOld me a jOb oFFer whicH is tHE baNk jOb
dEn i wAs tHinking tt tHEre is nO haRm seNDing the reSume....anYway i wAs alSo qUite interested in wOrking in a bAnk...iF u dUn wAn, u stIll can rEject it aT the inTErview...
bUt at aBout 15 mIn ltr, the aGency called me n sAy i gT the jOb n thEre is nO neeD to gO for inTErview.....hAiz...tHings dIDn't go sMoothly aS i exPected....sO i tHink bAsicaLly tHEre is nO cHoice bUt to aCcept iT....tHE aGency aCtually tOld me i hAve to gO to hIS offiCe so thAt he cAn bRief us on tHE attire n oTher tHings rEgarding the jOb....aT fiRst, i thOt the aGency was fRom jUrong 1, so me and mY frIEnds wEnt all tHE wAy to juRong fRom cItyhall....dEn i fOund oUT i aCtually mAde a mIStake....iT is the 1 at raFFles pLace...s wE cAme aLl the wAy baCk fRom juRong to thE plAce...in bEtween sMth alSo haPPened...buT nO mood to mEntion it alrEady......sOOn, i rEach hIs oFfice n he sTart to brIef us on tHe job n the cOntract....bUt sOmehOW i wAs tOo tiRed alREady n nV rEally liSten to wAt he wAs saYing...dEn i sIgned thE cONtract.....aFter sIgning, eIleen pOint out a lot oF tHings thAt sHe wAs qUite unclEar of...i wAs tHinking sHE reAlly gt a pOint....noW, sHe oSo kInd oF reGretting it for siGning uP tOo fAst n nOt cleAring of tHe dEtaiLS of tHe coNtract...wIll i rEally gEt to a lOt of trOuble foR reJEcting tHe perSon, i rEally dUn nOE n i cErtaINy dUn hOPe so...tOo muCh wOrries le...sOmehOW, i gT nO mooD to go prom nIght....siaNZ

argh

2007-12-10T20:40:00.000+08:00

argh...2dae is reAlly noT my dAy...siANz....
wAlk so fAr 2dAe....my leG now gT blISter alreAdy
so mAny unlUcky thIngs hAppened...siaNZ

bAck fRom cHildren cAmp

2007-12-02T19:58:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK FROM CHILDREN's CAMP....i'm so tired....gt not enough sleep
slept only 3 hr at the bench in the canteen...but the sleep is quite shu fu cuz gt fans in the canteen n the pIllow tt ziYao took fRom his caR....so nICe of him...lols...
hmm...this camp is not as fun as last yr
a lot of thIngs have hAppened...gt some unhappiness....but overall, i think we did learnt quite
a lot in tHe camp especially after we had our deBrief....eVery1 started to pour out wat they feel in the cAMp....sOMehow, we feLt muCh beTter aftEr it.... leaRn to gIVe n taKe n be mORe tolerant...
manage to do some reflections whIle we haVing the debriEf
tHings seem to gt better on the second day =)....i gt to noe the children better...some of the cHIldren are rEally cuTez....i eAt a lOt in thE camP...fOr luNch, i aTE beehoon with egg, veggie n fishcAKe...den for dInner, i ate rice with chicken wings, breaded prawns...thE dinNer is qUite delicious la....afTer tt i aTe suppEr...ate mAcdonald's meal..on the sEcond day, nv really eat breakfast but then i ate harshbrown n burger in the afTernoon...sIAnz la...really eat a lOT...muz go jIAn fei already...hAhaa
hmm...shAll upLoad the pHotos neXt tiME...suPEr tirEd!

pictuREs

2007-11-25T22:50:00.000+08:00

pHotos:
posing in the neopRint mAchine

Pose 1: shocked

Pose 2: jianying trying to poke jiaying's face..lol
Pose 3: trying to fOrm a little heart shape.

Pose 4: aren't we cutez

Pose 5: jianying qu le na li?

fiNally come our neoprints
*twist*
our friendship
hangiNg on tHe bar

wat happened

2007-11-22T03:19:00.000+08:00

what has haPpened to us?
will i ever be able to find the reasons?
or will i ever get the ans from the person?

we were once tt close
able to chat many things under the sun
from sch stuff, to ur friends, to ur feelings, to ur passion for things
but things have changed with time
the distance between us has drifted
to a distance tt seems wider than the sea
we have been chatting lesser and lesser
everytime we see each other, we dun even say hi or smile at each other
we seem like strangers that dun even noe each other
wat has really happened i ever wondered?
and eventually we have become totally strangers
u dun even talk to me

it makes me ever wondered tt am i juz so insignificant to u
a friend tt will not ever leave a footprint in ur life
a friend tt u will not ever remember
a name tt u will not ever remember
am i juz a yin xing ren in ur world

will we ever become friends again?
able to chat many things under the sun?
will we ever get back the days tt we chatted happily, smiling....

2007-11-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

YAY...a'level is over....no more mugging time..heheee
2dae really walk a lot....i'm so tired now
went out with my class 2dae to orchard to celebrate the end of a'level...lol
As we ended our papers too early, we went borders to walk walk first after tt we went to Shaw hse...our initial plan is to go there to c whether gt any nice movie..but in the end like dun ve any nice movie so we decided to eat there...
den we went to cineleisure and we bought tics for movie- gameplan....the movie started at around 3pm..so we decided to go gai gai...we went to takka....c so many nice dresses tt i can wear for promo...but some like quite ex...after we gai gai for a while....it bu zhi bu jue jiu 2.30pm so we decided to walk back to cineleisure to watch the movie
we meet up with the guys den went in to the cinema together
the movie was funny.... can really have a good laugh...the movie was oso quite touching...feel a bit teary when the gal say she want to leave her father....the little gal was really very blissed....gt father hu lurv3 n teng her so much
anyway after the movie, we went gai gai again....at around 6+, we went for dinner at NYDC....I shared with sexy, jelly, jorene n apple the food....we ordered a baked rice, a pizza n a mud cake....the food there was really very nice....lurv3 the baked rice, the pizza and the cake....it was so delicious...the baked rice was not very cheezy and so won't get sick of it after eating for some time..then for the pizza, the mushrooms were very tasty...lastly, for the cake it was oso quite nice...like the whip cream and the chocolatey on the cake.....

2007-11-07T18:19:00.001+08:00

2 more weeks to liberation....
is this wat i really want
will i really be happier after the a'level
sometimes i ever wondered
maybe busy studying all these weeks can help deter me from my worries

ni zhi bu zhi dao hEn duo shi qIng bu shi guAng kao yan jing jiu nEng kan dE qing chu, er sHi yao yOng xin. Ni zhI dAo ma, wo zui zui toNg xin de, bu shi ta de jian ji de cheng. er sHi ta zai tiao bo wo men de guo cheng zhong, ni shi zhong bu cheng zhan zai wo ze yi bian, zhi chi wo, xiang xin wo, wo yi jing mei you xing xin, ye bu xiang zai xia qu.

bu yao qing yan fan qi, bu ran jiu dui bu qi ni zi ji....

2007-10-31T12:56:00.000+08:00

2 days of a'level had passed.....although i have finished 2 papers, I'm not tt happy....I don't think i will do well for both the physics paper....the physics paper 3 was quite difficult...when i started to do the first qn, i was stucked...sOmehow, this aFfect my morale for the pAper....haiz
the paper was definitely more difficult than my prelim pAper..i wonder whether i will do well for the paper.....2dae, GP was even more disasterous....all the skills i learn was not used...hai wo study until so late yesterday juz to finish reading the skills required....i think for paper 1, i NAQ....tHen for paper 2, my AQ was not very well done....there was not much evaluation for the text....sIAnz...nOw, i only hope for a pAss in GP...hOPe tt i will not fail my GP....haiz..
tt's all...muz go stUdy for maTH....hoPe tt the rESt of the pApers will not be a diSasterous 1

tiMe really flies

2007-10-14T00:27:00.000+08:00

wanted to blog yesterday 1...but was too tired after my class outing..haha....I had my farewell assembly yesterday....tImes really flies...so fast my jc life was abt to end...the ppt slides tt was played on the farewell assembly really brought back memories of wat i did in aj - family day, dragon-boating, track n field meet , SYF, concert, orientation, cca carnival.......

a lot of things had happened in this 2 yrs of my jc life....the happiest thingy, the saddest thingy n the most tired thingy...indeeD, my jc lIfe has been a fulfiling 1...i wIll miss my class, my friends in aj, co.....

I received a lot of things yesterday: my cca achievement, little msg from my friends n little gifts from the teachers....took a lOt of photos this past few days for ji nian...after the farewell assembly, i went out for my class lunch....this class lunch is somewat a more complete 1 as most of the ppl in my class was present...yay!...hahaaa....wE went neW yoRk new yoRk to have our lunch...tHe food there was not bad...aFTer eating, went to watch resident evil...the movie was quiTe scAry...all thanKs to weIkang who suggested watching this movie. yupp think tt all for the class outing

pHotos:

jiAnying's birthday

2007-10-07T01:59:00.000+08:00

2dae went to celebrate jianying 21'st birthday! although her birthday is over now, muz still wish her a happy birthday...hahaha....Happy bIrthday my dear friend

I went out with jinyu, peiyu, eileen, jiaying, freddy, edmund and iggy to marina square to celebrate her birthday. Our initial plan is to go jack's place to eat but there was no space and so in the end we ended up at Billy bombers. tHe food was not bad and the waiter was quite friendly and funny...hahaa...we spend a lot of time chatting and laughing...really had a great time...

aFter we eaten our meal course, we use going to toilet as an excuse to give jianying a surprise....jinyu and jiaying an di li bought a cake from Billy bombers. after we came back from the toIlet, the wAiter came out with the cake....tt really give jianying a surprise..hahaa

we headed to kbox to k until 11.30pm...almost run back to mrt station to catch the last train...

here is some photos: the drinks we had....gt 18 cups on the table

fish n chips tt i had...a bit regret nv eat the spicy 1 which taste better

the lighting is so nice...orangy

zilian in the toilet
and more zilian

peiyu arh....this photo u took is so blur

hmm...this 1 is much better

photo of all of us

jianying n jinyu

birthday gal is tou ru when singing with iggy..haha

我难过

2007-09-27T17:50:00.000+08:00

那一年默默无言
只能选择离开
无邪的笑容已经不再精彩
你害怕结局所以拼命伤害
说是我挡住你的美好未来
你坚决不希望我等待
我便默默的让你走开
如今你受了伤回来
叫我如何接受这安排
我难过的是放弃你放弃爱
放弃的梦被打碎忍住悲哀
我以为是成全
你却说你更不愉快
我难过的是忘了你忘了爱
尽全力忘记我们真心相爱
也忘了告诉你
失去的不能重来

hAiz...total disappointment

2007-09-24T19:50:00.000+08:00

I was quite disapoointed with my results....failed my gp and i juz gt a pass in physics paper 3..haiz....i think my class didn't do quite well for that paper....It is no wonder miss tAn spend 1/2 an hour trying to an wei us and not be sad by our results....It may be in fact be true tt 90% of the cohort failed physics judging by the results we got and wat mr chan had said before....Somehow, at this point of time, i think tt if i fail any subject, it is quite shi bai already....I spend my whole sept holiday studying....was the paper very difficult? or was i juz not good at it?
Is studies really tt important?....Somehow i think tt if u nv study tt hard and u nv get a good results, u won't be tt disappointed as if u have study very hard....In fact, if u have do better, u will be happier.....I feel more and more discourage with the results i get....i left only geo, math n physics which i already do not have any high hope for it...tmr, i going to get back my math paper and i dun even feel like receiving it.......haiz

sHopping day

2007-09-20T21:38:00.000+08:00

I'm so tired after my shopping trip....legs are aching now....really dun ve such a good stamina to walk so long....hahaa.... I went shopping with ruoyi for munyeng's present. It has been so long since i last went gai-gai....hahaaa.....We end sch early at around 11.45am and started to think of where to go...fInally, we decided to go far east plaza n shun bian had our lunch there....wE went to eat chicken rice....tHe chicken rice was super duper delicious and the foOd in the fAr East all look very tempting....It were so tempting tt ruoyi n I came out with a plan and tt was to finish trying all the food in far east plaza by uni.....hahaa....aFter eating, we went shop around to find a suitable present for munyeng.....I came upon a shop in which there was a top on display tt caught my attention....I went to try the top and at first i was still thinking whether i should buy a nt. but afTer tt, I decided not to buy it...haiZ...kind of regret it right now...

We walked so long in far east plaza but nv manage to find a suitable present and so we decided to go wisma atria...It was another unfruitful walk and so we went to marina square to c whether there is any nice present for her....marina square was quite a nice place to shop. I brought a pencil case n rip curl pouch. rUoyi oso brought a belt. But the most importantly, is we managed to find a present for munyeng...yeah...lol....aFter tt, we headed home...

An picture of wat i bOught:

exAm strEss

2007-09-14T19:06:00.000+08:00

fiNally gt tiMe to upDate by blOg.....tHese fEw weeks, i wAs buSy wiTh pRelim eXams....sTill gt 2 papErs - phySics n cHem paper LeFt....yEAh...i can sOOn eNd my agONy n rEst a wHIle....loL
2dAE, i fInished aLL my mAth papers...thE maTH papErs wERe toUgher than i eXpected for bOTh the pApers...paPer 1 was sO diFFicult tt i nV fInished a lOt of qNs and i tHink i wAs vEry carelEss...eVerytIMe nv rEAd thE qns prOPerly aNd in the eND haVe to rE-do a lOt of qns..sIAnz...fOr paPEr 2, it wAs alSo quiTe diffiCult bUt a bIt eaSier..bUt sTill dIfficult....hAha
After tHE pApers, mrS cheong juz tAlked to aLl the clAsses she tEAches....sHE said she finIshed maRking the pAper 1 alREady....sHE was reAlly very eFficient....sHe tOLd us tt we dID quIte baDly for paper 1 n eVen wOrse thAn miD-yr....sIAnz....thIS onlY gOEs to sHow tt the mAth pAper was so dIfficULt...an uNdeniaBLE kILler paPEr...haHAa
hOPefUlly, a'lEvel wiLl not be tt dIfficult for mAth

luv,
dAphn3

mISsing CO

2007-09-02T01:19:00.000+08:00

juz now chatting with munYeng makes me starting to miss my co....
the heart n sweat we put in for syf...
the scoldings n discouragements we got when we nv played well....
the encouragements we got from huang lao shi...
his jokes tt kept us awake throughout the practice....
hiS motivations that kept us going throughout our journey to sYf.....
the eNcouragements tt we got from oUr dearest seniors....
the period when we practised everyday till late in the night...
going hOme everyday at around 9....
the sTars tt accompany us when we went hoMe....
rEaching home tired everyday...
the tIMe when we have to wait for our hair to dry b4 going to sleep....
falliNg asleep b4 our hair dry....
n failing to do our h.w....
tHe time when we woke up early to go for practice every sat...
practising on almost every sat, even on family day
the day when we chiong for syf rehearsal....
practising from 8am until 5pm on sat...
all these are part of my memories tt will nv be forgotten...

2007-08-22T23:18:00.000+08:00

2dae, mediacorp come my sch to film zao an ni hao....
gosh..there is also campus superstars- keeley n shawn with us at the filming session
I reached sch rather early 2de but jianhao reached sch even earlier to watch a glimpse of keeley.
Since yesterday, he had been so excited that keeley was coming to aj. hahaa.
I think he was even happier 2dae as he managed to get keeley n shawn autograph. He was so high throughout all the lessons. lolx....
the filming started at around 7.30am and i stand outside the dance studio to watch for a while. After that, i went for pE. When i reached the pe department, everyone were watching at the small little tv that showed zao an ni hao. hahaa....everyone were juz so interested in it...hahaa
Soon, the pe teachers switched off the tv and we started our pe. haiz...

After school, i went to the library to print notes. was so irritated by it....y they muz fix all the com to juz one printer.....it is so ma fan....sometimes u dun noe when the printer will be printing ur notes when someone was also printing it and u will end up printing other ppl's notes.....
If you are printing it double-sided, one side of ur page will be ur notes and the other side will be the other person notes. This is what happened to me and my whole set of notes is in the mess...all at the wrong pages...argh...I was so irritated by it that i decided not to print anymore and went home.

lurv3 daphn3

the laSt journey- ended

2007-08-12T21:25:00.000+08:00

Life and dEAth are jUz parts and pArcel of lIfe

thEre mAy be ppL leaving u, the Person wHom u hOld so dearly

but in the oTher paRTs of thE worLD, there may be a new Life born

nO mattEr how sAd u're,

wHAt happEned had already happened

whAt gone has alReady gONe

tHere is nOthing u cAn do to rEverse tHE chaNge.

u wIll jUz hAve to be brAve

aND accEpt it and cOntinUe the lifE ahead

byE ah goNg

Life is jUz unpredictable

2007-08-10T11:23:00.000+08:00

sO muCh thiNgs haVE happEned thIs fEw days

tHings hAve been hAppening so suDDen and fAst

tt it mAkes me HArd to rEAct

LiFE is juZ uNpredICtable.....

u will nV be aBle to anTicipate wAt will hAppen nEXt

u wIll nv nOE wat wIll happened next

sO do cHErish ur lOVed ones b4 it is tOo late

lurv3 dap

2007-08-06T23:18:00.000+08:00

i WAN TO BUY A NEW PHONE....hahaa
feel like bUYing a red colour de pHOne...
suddenly gt a craving of red colour
but sO far haven c any red phone tt i like

dRagon boating

2007-07-28T23:50:00.000+08:00

so long nv blog already...hmm...shall write a very long blog 2dae...hehee

i woke up super duper early on 2dae.....even earlier than sch days..

woke up at 5.40 am to go aj interhouse dragon boating. I meet up with jiaying n peishan to catch the train to go kallang. wHen we reached lavender mrt station, there are already many groups of ajcians. Then after that, we walked from the mrt station to kallang river. It is like aj excursion....lolx. sHortly after we reached the place, we were briefed by the sava people-an organisation tt promotes dragon-boating. They told us that b4 we can go dragon-boating, we muz first carry the boat to the shore and so we went to the place that kept the dragon-boat. goSh...the boat was really quite heavy But amazingly, with 20 ppl strength, we managed to carry the 250 kg boat....haha. Soon, we set off in the boat to the sea for orientation so as to help us familarise with how to dragon-boat b4 the race. Initially when we dragon-boat there is not much co-ordination and i keep da dao wo de shou....but ltr it got better. tHe sava person even told us tt we are quite pro at it for the first time...haha. It was really cool when the person said paddle up and we replied up and there is the echo from it....so shuang!.....

At around 11, we went back to the shore to rest a while b4 the race. By then, my hands were already aching and i had drank a lot of seawater. Soon , we started the race. But, first we muz row to the starting point. wHile we were rowing to the starting point, PANTHER capsized their dragon boat....haha...they are so pro to manage to capsize the boat. So, we have to wait for a while for them to revert their boat so to as to reach the starting point. wHen finally every hse was at the starting point, the person told us tt we only can have 1 race instead of 3 due to bad weather....aiya....so disappointing....gt less to play. but nvm, in the end we, the cougar hse managed to clinch a 2nd place while puma clinched the lst place and panther is the 3rd place.

Overall, it was a really very fun experience and i nv regretted joining it. If next time our school have this activity again, i will sure go play again. We got a some sort of glow in the dark dragon for clinching the 2nd place....It is really quite nice.

Here is some of the pictures of it..

the glow in the dark dragon

After we received that dragon, my friends and I were abt to leave the place when it started raining....argh...such a bad timing...so we ended up walking in the rain to the way back to kallang station. Walking in the rain was so cold and i think i going to fall sick soon. We were so lang bei and were totally wet when we reached the mrt station. So, we decided to go to the toilet to dry ourselves. Then after that, jiaying and i decided to go some nice restaurant to eat to wei lao ourselves. We took super duper long to decide the place to eat and finally we settled at the yck grassroots de restaurant to eat. If i'm not wrong, the place is called naked fish...hehee. We ordered a student meal for abt 7.50. hmm actually it is quite cheap cuz tt meal consists of a soup, garlic bread, the main course, drink and dessert. I ordered a fish and chips and it taste yummy. next time can go there after sch to eat..hehee

Here is the photos of the food i ate:

That is the end of it....my body is now aching...think mon go to sch sure die 1...hahaa

lurv3 daphne`

whEre is mY rainbow

2007-07-17T17:27:00.000+08:00

wHere is mY rainbow ?

whERe is mY sunSHine?

mIssing anD mISsing

wHen will bE the daY

when all mY troubles wIll melt liKE lemon drops

lurv3 dap

mY liFe.....

2007-07-16T19:40:00.000+08:00

eVeryday is just a repetitive cYcle

my life has juz become like a canvas

plain

white

untitled

meaningless

something is really missing in mY life

and

i need sOme1 to add cOlours to my life!
if i had grabbed on to it, things may not be happening in this way. what has happened?

lurv3 daphne`

stUdying

2007-07-15T00:14:00.000+08:00

read my friend's blog juz now. tHe post is quiTe touching. nEver noe that sOmeone will love anothEr persOn tt mUCh. I believe the strong bond tt they have will not be broken due to projects tt drifted them apart......aNyway juz hope tt the two of tHem will hAve happy ending ba.....

2dae, i went to cc de conference room to study from 2+ to 7pm. It is really a super nice place to study. the place is air-conditioned and carpetted. It is so shu fu and most importantly the room is not as noisy as those places outside. I was not productive 2dae as I spend 1/2 of my time chatting with jiaying and watching the video in MX's laptop. tHE video is quite funny but it is also a bit erxin. Can't imagine why these people would go film this video.

going to cc to study tmr. To continue my repetitive of cycle of studying. hahaa

bored

2007-07-13T22:42:00.000+08:00

I'm so bored....so juz happened to come across this website through tzehui's blog.

Your Birthdate: May 4

You have an extraordinary character - moral, responsible, and disciplined.Your sincerely and honesty shine through in almost every situation.Driven and focused, you rarely let your emotions get the better of you.You're level headed and rational. People count on your to look at things objectively.
Your strength: Your unwavering loyalty and ethics
Your weakness: Your rock solid stubbornness
Your power color: Navy blue
Your power symbol: Shield
Your power month: April

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

hAiz

2007-07-11T16:24:00.000+08:00

i have not been doing well for most of my mid-yr papers.

here is my grade:

A-physics

B-Chemistry

D-GP

D-math

S-geo

my math grade has dropped from A to D. the worst result i have ever get for my math.
I have practised quite hard for my math during june holidays. i spend almost 1/2 the month of the holiday revising and practising math and that is the result i get for my math. =(
the math paper is really a killer. The whole cohort performed badly for the paper and some even get single digit for math. Perhaps i should feel happy that i passed my paper. But this is not the case. really quite disappointed with my results and i think the main problem with my math is time management. That applies to other subjects as well. For this mid-yr exam, i only managed to finish my physics paper and the rest i failed to complete it in time. haiz...

For my geo, I do so badly especially my essay qns. I get only 18/50 for two of my essay qns.
I really studied quite a lot for geo and I even went to read most of the readings that ms zhu gave us. Yet, that is the result I get. I think I'm really weak at geo and it makes me wonder that if i really make a correct choice in choosing geo as the contrasting subject. tHings have not beEn goIng the wAy i wanted.

Somehow from the result i get, it makes me think that I shouldn't study as hard. If I had not studied as hard and failed to achieve the result I wanted, I won't be as disappointed as if i had studied hard and failed to achieve the result i wanted.

lurv3 daphne

missing jc1 life

2007-07-07T00:36:00.000+08:00

i starting to miss my jc1 life. the memories that i had
tHe time when i n took many photos during the first 3 months,
tHe time when I and my first 3 months class went out together to eat our fav ba chou mee
tHe time when we went to kane gu gu de hotel to eat
tHe time whEn our class went out together,
tHe time whEn I tAke photos in cLass with my fRiends,
tHe time whEn our class carried dictationary to Gp lesson every thur,
tHE time whEn we orDered as a class fOr westErn food on every mon,
tHe time whEn the gAls tied 2 pOny-tailed,
tHE time when my pRoject work grp worked together to discuss the projEct,
tHe time when all the p.w groups in my class chiong for GPP on every tue,
tHe time when i having co,
tHe time when my section,xyz practised together,
tHe time when me, ry n munyeng made oreo cheese-cake for huang lao shi,
tHe time when we celebrate teacher's day for our dearest conductor,
tHe time when I participated in the co concert,
tHe time when all my friends went for YEC meeting together, chatting n laughing

back then, the life is simpler, less stressful n more fun. hOw i wish i could go back to the paSt.

2007-07-06T15:57:00.000+08:00

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep'
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing'
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to youFeeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes andthank God we're together
I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep'
Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing'
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never doI'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
and I just wanna be with you

this song is nice!

boring sch day

2007-07-03T21:41:00.000+08:00

After the long-break of holidays after exams, todAy muz go to sch 2dae le. It is so sianz in sCh especially 2dae is lecture day. I almost fell asleep during chem lecture and almost all the teachers keep saying we muz study harder as it only left 7 weeks to prelims. arGh...so stRessed...i juz finish my exams not long ago and they told us we muz study harder. so sIanz...

hEre is some of the neoprInts i took tt day

oh no...munyeng is stuck in the toilet bowel...haha

we are sitting on the rainbOw

qiuling is my jian bang shu fu mah?...lol

lurv3 daphne

shopping trip

2007-07-01T00:51:00.000+08:00

yesterday, i went gai gai with my friends. It was so crowded yesterday. We went first to my fav shopping place far east. At there, i bought 3 tops and munyeng bought 1 top. After that, we went to marina square. gosh..when we reached city hall, there are super duper lot of ppl. mAybe everyboDy is trying to shop to buy sMth b4 the GST rise...hahaa. wE went to the wallet shop to pei munyeng buy her wallet. Then after that, we went to mango and i bought a mango tank top tt i wanted to buy very long ago. fInally after all the gai gai, we went to ice-skate.

It was freezing cold when i entered fuji palace. When we were abt to buy the tic, the person told us tt they going to resurface the place at 7pm so she told us to come back 15 min ltr. So, we went to take nEoprints =) and bu zhi bu jue we stayed at the neoprint shop until 7.45pm.

ice-skating was quite fun. though i was quite lousy at it, i didn't fell down....yay...haha. here is some of the photos

qiuling n me

acting cutez

toDAy, i went to cc to help out for the Pets Canival event. B4 the start of the event, we were at the conference room having the debrief. While we having the debrief, we ate our breakfast n i was given a cake by zoelyn. the cake was s yuMmy epecially the whip cream...haha. aFter tt, i was told by zi yao tt someone is going to propose to his gf during the Dog talent show by asking the dog to pass the hat which contained the ring to his gf. I was so excited n looking forward to the guy proposing to her gf. bUt in the end, the guy nv propose because his dog is not ready. aiya...so disappointed. this evEnt attracted many pet-owners n some of their dogs are so cutez la. oVerall, the event is quite successful.

`lurv3 daphn3`